HIGHSCHOOL!

So Tomorrow I've decided to go back to my old high school and i am SUPER NERVOUS!...i mean like i know your wondering why is this girl nervous to go back? well the truth is that i only graduated last year and lets just Say that i was or still am in my eyes and to alot of peoples eyes a LEGEND at that school. I ran my high school! me and my glitter girls were all up in that school! nobody ever messed with us. It was always our way or the highway, and that unfortunately caused alot of problems between me and my girls and other students at our school...more specifically me. See the thing was that N.D. couldn't handle a girl like me. I mean is it my fault that I'm an outspoken, loud, funny, don't forget gorgeous girl? I mean I'm a city girl living in a village for god sakes! what do they expect?...anyways most of the people at my old high school are more used to the old quietness and dullness of the whole thing and i wasn't going to sit there and put up with it...so me and my girls decided to shake things up a bit... yes that landed us into getting a bunch of detentions ESPECIALLY me(i graduated and still have outstanding detentions) that's how bad i was...and it also landed us(ME) into not getting along with the staff members(TEACHERS/PRINCIPALS) at our school. I mean personally to me i felt like at the time the teachers and principals needed to let loose like come on its HIGH SCHOOL for god sakes!! WERE TEENAGERS! i mean were not 60 year olds here! let us have our fun! but they just wouldn't they would find every way to try and take our fun away, whether it was kicking us out of the school spectrum every lunch, or suspending us for consecutive days, they tried their hardest to control us. But i wasn't going to let them win. See me I'm the type of person where is i want my way i will go so Farr to get it, and it doesn't matter who i hurt while I'm doing it. Unfortunately at times i ended up hurting teachers that truly really did care for me. But I've learnt from it, and have grown up. High school was more of a trial and error thing for me...i did alot of stupid things and learnt from it. I personally think that if i didn't act the way i did in high school i would be a totally person today, high school truly really made me realize who i really am, whether it meant being named biggest drama queen of my graduating class or being a legend at N.D. i don't regret doing ANYTHING that i did at that school. and as much as i used to rant on about me hating that school...i actually loved it!...and if i could go back just for one Day i would totally do it!...to all the high school students reading this cherish your high school moments really REALLY hard because once your out of there i guarantee you your gonna want to go back!...LOL now i know why old people smile when they look back at they're high school years...lol i sometimes find myself doing he exact same thing...kinda funny actually.

xoxo

Baarbie